She's the Antagonist - Grizzly Bear Lyrics

It's cheap polaroid photographing, bruising our ribs from laughing
And holding on way too tight to the things we don't like today
If I had bridges then I would burn them to keep you from whats behind my sternum
I am unlike everyone who is just like me right
It's an honest mistake that ruins your weekend
Filling up your brain with feelings
And letting go of everything that reminds you of who you can't be today
If I had guts i'd tell you the truth, if I had love i'd give it all to you
But I am just like everyone who is unlike me

A grizzly bear climbed up the stairs to my apartment door
It was unlocked but bears have paws so he knocked it to the floor
And then found my bed where I was already dead, been murdered the night before
And then he kissed my head and cried and said love comes in many forms
And so does death

It's a ridiculous day in a ridiculous life, and I have ridiculous ways of wasting my time
Like letting down everyone who believes that I can be someone today
If I had a conscience I guess this would hurt more, if I had a job then I wouldn't be dirt poor
And if I were still a kid not that much would be different