shi offline - State of Mind Lyrics

Aided recall by a black chewing gum
Now I remember why you kept mum
There was no heart, just a brick in your chest
Every night I pray for a bullet proof west

It will keep me warm and safe for sure
Protect me from your need to cure
My rapidly failing state of mind
Look into the sun
Until I go blind

Out of sight, out of mind
Far from eye, far from heart
You are away and I'm forgotten
I'm replaced and I am

You put a curious smile on my face
Looks slightly better than a mouth on meth
Your flowers still dying in my vase
Next to me is sleeping your fading silhouette

I will go down without you by my sight
Everything is so hard to fight
I would rather vanish and hide
My lonely brick, before it dies

Out of sight, out of mind
Far from eye, far from heart
You are away and I'm forgotten
I'm replaced and I am
I'm despised and I am nothing
I am ill, belly stuffing
I am antsy, I am lonely
Come back home
You're the only