I sit here with a feeling of exploitation
You made me find peace in life
I relied upon you being with me
Always
It was the foundation of my happiness
Today that same notion of safety have a different phrasing
I had taken you for granted
Although it mirrors my actions I've looked upon it differently
Trivial things are now invaluable treasures
I would read your small notes with the same sense of awe as I would the greatest poet
In your absence all my insecurities, my self loathing and all my wrongdoings has merit
They convict me
They break me
I am all but a ruin
And I deserve it
How can anyone know what is real
If I can fabricate my memories
Then I can decide what to believe
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
Heavy rain fall makes a sea
Is it the same one from your dreams
You lost your vessel in the end
You're drowning just as you have dreamt
Or was it the other way around?
What was the f*cking name?
I chipped a tooth today
The sound of it snapping still lingers in my brain
There's a hole there now
Larger than my head and an edge sharper than blades
It's barely noticeable in the mirror
My tongue lies to me and I am gullible enough to believe it
I should take greater care of myself
I can't even remember the last time I bathed
I probably reek of shit
The trash an my failed attempts to eat keeps piling up
I feel like I'm already decomposed
This is probably how it is to have nothing to live for
I don't know if I want to be saved
I want to make up a better story
With a different ending
And tell it to myself until it feels like the truth
Until it is the only thing that matters
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
This is the end
I am going home
I've given up on everything
I am going home
None of this matters anymore
I am going home
I might as well just leave
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I sit here with a feeling of exploitation
You made me find peace in life
I relied upon you being with me
Always
It was the foundation of my happiness
Today that same notion of safety have a different phrasing
I had taken you for granted
Although it mirrors my actions I've looked upon it differently
Trivial things are now invaluable treasures
I would read your small notes with the same sense of awe as I would the greatest poet
In your absence all my insecurities, my self loathing and all my wrongdoings has merit
They convict me
They break me
I am all but a ruin
And I deserve it
How can anyone know what is real
If I can fabricate my memories
Then I can decide what to believe
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
Heavy rain fall makes a sea
Is it the same one from your dreams
You lost your vessel in the end
You're drowning just as you have dreamt
Or was it the other way around?
What was the f*cking name?
I chipped a tooth today
The sound of it snapping still lingers in my brain
There's a hole there now
Larger than my head and an edge sharper than blades
It's barely noticeable in the mirror
My tongue lies to me and I am gullible enough to believe it
I should take greater care of myself
I can't even remember the last time I bathed
I probably reek of shit
The trash an my failed attempts to eat keeps piling up
I feel like I'm already decomposed
This is probably how it is to have nothing to live for
I don't know if I want to be saved
I want to make up a better story
With a different ending
And tell it to myself until it feels like the truth
Until it is the only thing that matters
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
This is the end
I am going home
I've given up on everything
I am going home
None of this matters anymore
I am going home
I might as well just leave
You made me find peace in life
I relied upon you being with me
Always
It was the foundation of my happiness
Today that same notion of safety have a different phrasing
I had taken you for granted
Although it mirrors my actions I've looked upon it differently
Trivial things are now invaluable treasures
I would read your small notes with the same sense of awe as I would the greatest poet
In your absence all my insecurities, my self loathing and all my wrongdoings has merit
They convict me
They break me
I am all but a ruin
And I deserve it
How can anyone know what is real
If I can fabricate my memories
Then I can decide what to believe
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
What you dream is a hiding place
Heavy rain fall makes a sea
Is it the same one from your dreams
You lost your vessel in the end
You're drowning just as you have dreamt
Or was it the other way around?
What was the f*cking name?
I chipped a tooth today
The sound of it snapping still lingers in my brain
There's a hole there now
Larger than my head and an edge sharper than blades
It's barely noticeable in the mirror
My tongue lies to me and I am gullible enough to believe it
I should take greater care of myself
I can't even remember the last time I bathed
I probably reek of shit
The trash an my failed attempts to eat keeps piling up
I feel like I'm already decomposed
This is probably how it is to have nothing to live for
I don't know if I want to be saved
I want to make up a better story
With a different ending
And tell it to myself until it feels like the truth
Until it is the only thing that matters
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
I am going home
This is the end
I am going home
I've given up on everything
I am going home
None of this matters anymore
I am going home
I might as well just leave
Writer: Torkel Ljosrokk
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