Shimstock - Idea Lyrics

I feel far away so far away
Distance is tearing me apart
You changed your stance
No more romance
You swore you would never lie again

I thought you meant it
And things just were never the same once I learned I was taken for granted

I understand it I get it you shouldn't have changed for me
But I f*cking miss you

I have gifts for you
But what use is it now
It's an unforgiving circumstance

Cough syrup is what get me to stop
Pacing around when it's 1 am

When will I learn
That I need to grow up and turn away from depressing words

You tell me you love me so I can relax
But motivation and caring are holding you back

I see you in dreams I have when I'm passed out face down in the morning light
I need you to tell me truthfully that you really love me like you say you do

Haunting cry, scary goodbye
When's the next hello
I've been waiting for
Several years so that
Maybe I can find a way

I dream of hysteria
It seems you believe that I have the worst case of schizophrenia

And I know it sucks that I'm losing hope
I've given you everything
I've given you everything

I see you in dreams I have when I'm passed out face down in the morning light
I need you to tell me truthfully that you really love me like you say you do

Again I feel like me
Again sarcastic dream
Land I feel like me
Again I feel like me and
We feel like us again
The bullet hits the pen
We try out speed again
It's not for me again
I feel like me again
I feel like me again
I feel like me again
I feel like me again
Oh
Oh