Shim-Ura - Phoenix Lyrics

I might not fear inside
Deep inside my soul
I might not survive
I feel it in my bones
I don't cry
I don't fight
The feeling I can't hold
I might just relapse inside my own

When I wake up in the morning
Get a text straight from yo bitch
I ain't ever have to tell her how
I'm feeling cause I'm lit
I just woke up cooked some dope
Man I feel like I just made a hit
Ima keep on grinding till I die
You know I'll never quit
Say you pull up with the heat
Come to my spot with a stick
You just keep on talking shit
You know that I gotta eat
I do this shit in my sleep
Gotta I gotta stay free
Keep going I gotta believe
You know how I gotta be
Every time I'm feeling how I'm feeling
You just never hype me up
Pour some more in my cup
Ima keep running it up

I might not fear inside
Deep inside my soul
I might not survive
I feel it in my bones
I don't cry
I don't fight
The feeling...

That I get no more
When I'm around you
Things don't seem the same
Its like every month I'm adding another
Dead friend on my chain
These pharmaceuticals don't
Even help Aura's pain
My family turn my back on me
I always feel betrayed
Lately I'm feeling like sirnof*cks
Always feeling like giving up
Mama's spaghetti I'm throwing up
Shimmy told me
Keep the burner tucked
Im drowning in the water now
I don't even know how to swim
My mama be looking at me different
Ever since I did the bid
Aura be painting the pictures
Get the demons out my head
Shinigami still talking
I know he work with the feds

I might not fear inside
Deep inside my soul
I might not survive
I feel it in my bones
I don't cry
I don't fight
The feeling I can't hold
I might just relapse inside my own