Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand
In the time I've been wasting, searching just for a meaning
I was never alive
I was never alright
All the sounds that came out of me, looking just for a purpose
They were never fine - they were never mine
And yet they hurt someone that I thought I had loved the most
Will I ever be free?
Will I ever be me?
It's the little things that loneliness makes worse I suppose
I will never be fine, I am not alright
Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand
All these things I regret, no longer can I take back!
All these things that I thought, all these things that I said!
They all build up to a path that I would never have thought
I would never have thought, that I would walk alone
In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love
I chose the way to loneliness - and took my first step
There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse
Than a world without a longing for the person I loved
Even if circumstances drive me mad
Drive me mad, drive me mad
I cannot die until my judgement's had
My judgement's had, the upper hand
(And if I die today, my soul will wait for you)
(All those things that I promised, I will see through)
All these things I regret, no longer can I take back!
All these things that I thought, all these things that I said!
They all build up to a path that I would never have thought
I would never have thought, that I would walk alone
In my pain and my anguish, I ignored all of the love
I chose the way to loneliness - and took my first step
There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse
Than a world without a longing for the person I loved
(There is nothing that hurts me, nothing I can think worse)
(Than a world without a longing for the person I love)