Maybe if I wasn't so lost I wouldn't have made grave mistakes
But my heart it stopped over dead friends the longest decade ago
I should have shot for the moon. Pulled them in and carried them west
I let martyrs win that race
They're all gone
I kept to my own pace
The ship has sailed
You're caught swimming
I guess I'll watch you drown
Unplanned goodbye
I'm so tired of accidents
Overdosing. Suicide. Dead men
Though they have told me to move on I cannot shake this filthy past
The ship has sailed
You're caught swimming
I guess I'll watch you drown
Unplanned goodbye
The ship has sailed
Now I'm caught swimming
Under the wake
Deliberate goodbye