ShoesDirty - Don't look at me Lyrics

I feel it pierce deep into my soul, I'm feeling weary
Sometimes in the dark I find my eyes become teary
When I speak my mind they don't care to even hear me
Still I cast the spell I recite it, see it clearly
I take a breath, hold it tight till I feel my heart knock inside my chest
I know I need to rest but my mind won't let me be
Whispers in my ear telling me "you still not free"
F*ck you bitch I know
You getting me real low
You still won't let me go, even when I tell you no
Hard headed, stubborn motherf*cker, see ah where yuh headed
Still I walk alone while I see me friends are newly wedded
Without any guidance I now see where your path has ended
You think you know better, so show me where's the cheddar
Yeah that's what thought
I bet your soul can be bought
Nah
I feel it in my bones, they far from being brittle
Yeah I'm standing strong and my morals in the middle
But my mind falls like the hammer and the sickle
So I try to rise with my voice as a fiddle
I
Won't
Stray
Any further
Never again
Never again
Never
Never
Never
Never
I feel it pierce deep into my soul, I'm feeling weary
Sometimes in the dark I find my eyes become teary
When I speak my mind they don't care to even hear me
Still I cast the spell I recite it, see it clearly
Within I hear the lions roar
(I dive)
The resonance takes me higher
I'm amplified from the core
(I dive)
I swear
(I dive)
That I've been here before
Yo
I have to be a man, I gotta be a leader
I build the strength to become my brothers keeper
A shadow in the distance,
If I'm not mistaken it's the reaper
Reaper
Reaper
Reaper (I rise)
To the top, I'm dragging up my cross
Learning from the loss, from a slave to a boss
I'm fighting with my thoughts, throwing jabs and a cross
You still looking merked even if you add a little bit of gloss
I roll with two papers and magical leaves
The magic it leaves is suddenly enlightening
When the pendulum swings my way I feel like I'm dual wielding lightning
If I were to witness the image of God,
I'm sure it would be truly frightening
I choose to see the beauty of ideas turned to writing
Sublime
Blessed gem azure blue lazuli I'm deciphering
I cut and my blood clot like I'm bleeding blood rubies
Imma test anyone who says they understood too me
I set fire when I place pen on the paper you can imagine I read the page and then I raise higher
Then I free fall crash landing, headed straight to deeper understanding, Imma run on, I gotta keep going, cuz really my time isn't slowing
People didn't f*ck with me because they didn't know I am a goldmine
Now I am the goldsmith
I always be alone unless a ghost with
The feeling if you walked in and saw that my throat slit