It's been longer than I can remember but it's always stayed, stays the same
It's been following in with the early spring
A constant reminder, a lingering pain
If I think of all the promises I made, I'll remember all the one's I could never keep
All my failed ambitions, half-buried, broken dreams
That have fallen down to the concrete
This wasn't my fault but never really mattered
I am just sorry you couldn't be here
I will carry it with me whether I stay or leave
It's been 19 years, still impossible to believe
What difference has this made?