You started pretending
That things they felt right
You know that this is keeping
You up through the night
There is something
Here you don't understand
When open you eyes
You're never quite sure
If the things that you're seeing
You've seen them all before
You start losing
A grip on what you know
There's something inside you
That's just trying to get out
Fighting it is so painful
You can just push it down
While you're losing
Sense in what you know
You know what is wrong here
You've been here before
You swore that you would not
Come back here anymore
You keep waiting
To do this all again