Showcased - Endless Pain (Guardian Angel Pt. 2) Lyrics

I remember i was 16 when my brother died
Gave my mama PTSD and left me traumatized
Now i see life a different way it open up my eyes
I can't believe they took my brother at age 29
I know is i had the chance to go back n time
I would go back to that day and try to say his life
I'd do it with no hesitation or no thinking twice
The pain that came behind my brother was one of a kind
Scary nigga that was you kin
Blood is thicker water but i guess yours was thin
Now his daughters got to grow up with no big man
You took this man life and left all his children
Father of 2 he had a daughter and a daughter
RIP big brother for you ima go harder
Flatline these instrumentals im talking beat slaughter
Never forget loyalty for life you know the motto
Racking up this money it look like i won the lotto
Mama trying to keep the bill paid but she can't because it's too much pain
Watching mama break down mid just makes me want to rage
Burying her son i also thought it was the other way
Mama prayed to god to give her strength to make it through the day
Do you know the urge and the desire to retaliate
Niggas acting tuff until you make them do the harlem shake
I just want to give each one 3 to the chest and bout' 5 to the brain
Then step on his face and f*ck 'em up while he cant do a thing
Endless pain
You left my heart sore
But i know you up at the heaven doors
Looking down on me
My guardian angel
Endless pain
I can't take no more
You left my heart tore into pieces
But you my guardian angel
Endless pain
You left my heart sore
But i know you up at the heaven doors
Looking down on me
My guardian angel
Endless pain
I can't take no more
You left my heart tore into pieces
But you my guardian angel
The pain is overbearing
What happened to people caring
When it comes to my trust it is rare i share it
Cause nobody charish nothing up until that one thing parish
Then they remain carless
I got too much damage in my heart for pain the come get seconds
It can get deadly niggas be petty
Killing people over f*cking puppies when its your own family
What happened to loyalty
What happened to all of the family
Can't nobody trust nobody no more that what shit scary
I'm having deep thought
I wonder if he fought
Wonder if he prayed to god to just put him at ease i
Wonder did he want to die to out mama at ease i
Wonder what was going through his mind
If he could think about his children and his family
We got the news so tragically
June 24 i remember what happened vividly
I swear it's engraved in my mind just like some concrete
They took my brother from me, my brother from me
Endless pain
You left my heart sore
But i know you up at the heaven doors
Looking down on me
My guardian angel
Endless pain
I can't take no more
You left my heart tore into pieces
But you my guardian angel
Endless pain
You left my heart sore
But i know you up at the heaven doors
Looking down on me
My guardian angel
Endless pain
I can't take no more
You left my heart tore into pieces
But you my guardian angel