Shrink Me - Barn Party Lyrics

A part of me that I will never get back
Was brought to life when I watched someone else be me on a TV screen
He was drunk and socializing in a way that he
Typically wouldn't be

Every time I close a door several open
And I can't help, but feel it's getting better
Every time I lock the door the inside opens
And i live with what I have at my disposal
I know I can make this setting wishful

The part of me that felt I must extend myself
Died the day I discovered what lies under pages and TV screens
I'm not sure if it's changed how I view others
But it's certainly changed how I view me

The barn party wasn't as fun as he had hoped
But he still wished she was there, it made me smile

I haven't seen much of anyone
But I have been embracing what I love