Calm Video (MV)

All my greatest moments with you on replay
Pieces of light that peak through a cave
Yesterday's smile's just one day away
Cost goin' up for what's sunk and decayed
My expectations are right on the ground
Reality's further down
The thought of givin' up is givin' doubt
Cuz I give too much to get nothin' out
Drawing conclusions
Painting solutions
Paving the way to erasing my future
I'm the monet of creative delusion
I make a memory look like it's you

It's a ticking time bomb
And I'm so calm

All my thoughts racin'
I'm walkin' away
Cynnical's cyclical
Maybe I'll stay
This picture's framed and
Everything's fake
I'm sick of your face til it finally fades
All my thoughts racin'
I'm walkin' away
Cynnical's cyclical
Maybe I'll stay
This picture's framed and
Everything's fake
I'm sick of your face til it fades

All my greatest moments with you on replay
All of the love that I've known in a wave
Yesterday's smile's just one day away
The more that it fades the more I'm afraid
Those aren't reasons to stay those are reasons to cry
The saddest part is I'm fine
Keep lookin' forward I'm fallin' behind
Should run for my life I'm still walkin' the line
Releasin' the brake when there's peace in the way
Keep it the same with a leash on the pain
Can we just delay so we can be safe?
I'll be the invisible you can see plain

It's a ticking time bomb
And I'm so calm

All my thoughts racin'
I'm walkin' away
Cynnical's cyclical
Maybe I'll stay
This picture's framed and
Everything's fake
I'm sick of your face til it finally fades
All my thoughts racin'
I'm walkin' away
Cynnical's cyclical
Maybe I'll stay
This picture's framed and
Everything's fake
I'm sick of your face til it fades

Is this the right thing?
I lose anyway
I lose anyway

Was searchin' for everything
Now I'm just searchin' for anything
Lack of affection affectin' me
The background is stretching I guess its expecting me
I'm disconnecting and not even questioning
This is forever, forever is ending whenever
I'm on a tether and tied to whatever
Guess I'll find myself when I find what's the center

Fill in the blank
It's your heart that I color in
Return to comfort
I'm never recoverin'
Back to the summer
It's familiar sufferin'
Discover this cover I'm under's crumblin'

I can't take any more
I'm so calm
You can't take any less
I'm so calm
Take one day at a time
I'm so calm
How many more we got left?
I'm so calm
I can't take any more
I'm making it work
I'm so calm
You can't take any less
I'm making it hurt
I'm so calm
Take one day at a time
I'm making it work
I'm so calm
How many more we got left?
I'm making it worse
I'm so calm
I can't take any more
I'm making it work
I'm so calm
You can't take any less
I'm making it hurt
I'm so calm
Take one day at a time
I'm making it work
I'm so calm
How many more we got left?
I'm making it worse

I'm so calm
I'm so calm
The fabric is stretching
Everything's pressing
Onto the next thing
Nothing affects me

It's a ticking time bomb
And I'm so calm
I guess its all I want