Scratch it out and try again
I don't deserve this stupid pen
I've written these words over fifteen times
There's that voice inside my head
"You won't amount to anything!"
I've gotten to know that sentiment so well
It's okay... I'm not freaking out, you're freaking out!
Don't think, just write shit down
This incoherent mess
I spill as I digress between my tangents
And I guess I've lost my mind
Try to get a thought-NO! I don't think so
Watch my inner critic grow
Scratch it out and try again
I want to break this stupid pen!
I hear that voice inside my head
I won't amount to anything
I've written these words over twenty five times
It's okay... I'm not freaking out, you're freaking out!
Don't think, just write shit...
I'm not okay! I think I'm freaking out. I'm freaking out!
Don't think, just write shit down