Rhythm Ends Video (MV)

I been back and forth like a swing set
I been goin' as the wind says
As of late, I been contemplating my regrets
I really let it get to my head
I been lacking breaths
To tell the truth, I been lacking common sense
It's no cap, not a fez
Gotta put this negativity to a rest
Need to press on
Struggle with the constant feeling of depression
At the same time, I was livin' my best life
I was wrong for so long
I forgot I could get right
I'm a deer in the headlights
But now it's alright
Got a close face in my life, and she been givin' me light
I got nothing but positive vibes in my sight
Now it's alright
Some times real hard
Without all of the money, you can't go real far
That don't matter, feelings are scarred
Always feeling dead, right out the graveyard
My mind's in a different place
My thoughts in a different space
I wish that I knew the way
To make the memories erase
The way that I feel
Not always real
I know I can fix
With only a pill
To keep my mind still
I need to chill
Will things get better
Don't know that they will
My mind will run
Feelings ain't fun
Only wanna make you hurt
Until you done
I've been hurt before
I can't take it anymore
It's happened too many times
Why am I feeling sore
It might be long
But I'm feeling wronged
'Cause the people tell me hurtin'
I am feeling gone
I must be bipolar 'cause now I'm sad
Been taking joy for granted and in a snap
To be true, I'ma need a break like a Kit-Kat
I been havin' problems, Flex Tape couldn't fix that
It's been the same daily riff-raff
But I'm really with rap
I been losing my mind and I been finding it since
I long for success but I ain't still seen the dividends
My spirit be all in 'cause I'm giving it
Life cut short and the rhythm ends