Shy Guise - What to Do Lyrics

Sometimes I get so lonely
Sometimes I don't at all
You can be sure that it's only
A matter of time before I call
And it's okay if you don't believe me
Just keep an eye on your phone
And it's okay if you don't want to see me
It's enough just to hear your voice alone
My heart's not troubled
Just confused
Oh, what to do

We held the world like some mythical gods
When our backs began to break
I suppose I dropped the ball
I still get pains from that crack to the jaw
It's not like I could blame you
I know I deserved it all
If this life does indeed mean something
I'll be the first to admit I'm a tad relieved
But if it all is revealed to be nothing
You might be just the thing i need
You left me in van because you knew I outdid you
You left me on my knees
So i shot down your man because I knew he'd forgive you
Turns out I was shooting my own two feet
Guess I'm done walking
Back to my life with you
Oh, what to do
Yeah, I'm done walking
Back to some life i knew
Oh, god, what to do?