When I Close My Eyes (feat. TY Falcoa) Video (MV)

Please tell me that there's more than this
Cause I watched friends of mine lose their lives
It feels like I might be next
I've been to funerals I held in my head
So many times, I made my parents cry
Wonder if they'll have any tears left
Hope they know it's not their fault that I quit holding on
Tried to fight it for so long, but I'm tired
When I close my eyes, I can see the end
I'm so tired of fighting these demons
And I never wanna wake from this sleep again
Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces
And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends
The ones who left before I could reach them
And I'm so f*cking cold, I can see my breath
I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and
I'm sick of calling all of my friends
Are they tired of the sound of my voice
Cause I find that I have come to hate it
Would they keep the messages that I left
Just so they could hear"I love you" one last time
Or would it hurt too much to hear from me again
Hope they know it's not their fault that I quit holding on
Tried to fight it for so long, but I'm tired
When I close my eyes, I can see the end
I'm so tired of fighting these demons
And I never wanna wake from this sleep again
Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces
And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends
The ones who left before I could reach them
And I'm so f*cking cold, I can see my breath
I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and
I know that there is more than this
Cause in between all the despair and the depressed
I feel there's hope in messages you left
When I close my eyes, I can see the end
I'm so tired of fighting these demons
And I never wanna wake from this sleep again
Cause I can't find my peace in these pieces
And when I close my eyes, I can see my friends
The ones who left before I could reach them
And I'm so f*cking cold, I can see my breath
I'm sorry I made peace with me leaving and