Shyfti - CALAMITY Lyrics

Pushing me away to the point where im missin all I wanna give is half of my attention
But you being so conceited my advice you won't listen if u change I cannot tell if its a difference
And my brain with hella damage my personas always flippin sides
Getting out the crib and walking round when its dark outside
Getting out the way i just be knowing when im getting lies
Tragically calamity we all gon have to memorize
Ion even know no more she prolly think im not the person
Wanna give my all to her but i can't do it im too busy working
And I'm thinking that she feel so damn depressed n now her heart is hurting
And the people that I f*ck with got me looking back so damn exerting
Lost my favorite person feel like me losing half the world
Ima shakeback one day not right now my stomach getting curled
Trying date to marry but i gotta find the perfect girl
And I couldn't talk no more like whats the point you can have the word
You the one on offense while i gotta use defense
Told me that you liked a nigga ain care for reasons
But deep down my role took its in your vision it dont make sense
It is what it is just leave my body onna pavement
If i tellin you my past n see how I got sum emotions
Falling back right in my thoughts i saw me taking pills and potions
Put me back inside my grave thats when the casket get to closing
Ima crash the f*cking whip i wanna live right inna motion
But i can't go the wrong way taking turns and thats all day
Feel manipulated for a person that is cross states
Then you covered up yo intimacy said its real its all fake
Made up mind blank you know thats a damn shame
And my brain with hella damage my personas always flippin sides
Getting out the crib and walking round when its dark outside
Getting out the way i just be knowing when im getting lies
Tragically calamity we all gon have to memorize
Yeah we all gon have to memorize shit is tragic by my side
Yeah taji