Shyfti - TAMIYA'S STORY Lyrics

Feel like sum shit missin forreal forreal but aye i'ma find that shit i been thru it all
Been thru it all huh

Pain all in my veins i cannot tell if it's stopping keep drinking bottle after bottle homegirl told me to stop it
I was f*cked up no money the snakes done robbed my pockets
Now I'm that nigga with a bag defended all with a profit
But if you done f*cking with me what the f*ck you staying for
These people temporary and I got sum love they cant afford
I said had that shit before remain untouchable the gun dead on my head that'll blow my mind off when im damn ignored
They swear that its a f*cking problem when i get mad and I'm goin back
I'm tryin prove a point thats why I'm scared because i'll speak the fact and
This girl done broke me up its to the point to where i hit cardiac
Cardiac arrest driving fast im hoping that I crash and
Hell yeah know i loved you and allat but I ain't coming back
Cause all i really asked for reassurance where yo heart at
And then I saw you had a nigga on my role you know i noticed that
I hate the fact u thought manipulation was my artifact
And I wanted all yo love & trust but babygirl im off of you
And was played not only once and i was f*cked up when i got to 2
Because i gotta lotta friends that don't mean i won't set it off for you
Hugging you and rubbing you the anger got it all from you

I'm like f*ck shit here we go here again playing my f*cking mind for no f*cking reason know your own
Body that needs to be cleanse you had malice inna vent
Ion smoke no f*cking fent
I was closer with my twin I was rick she was morty
I tried to keep a lil shorty gotta find her like dory
And I'm just craving for female thats gon really adore me
Like damn u got it ima keep it chill and f*ckin G tamiya's story

Just a girl thats chill as f*ck and she dont bother nobody
She doin her and does it different in her zone she dont copy
But if i was the realest man I get the heart n we locking
Like if I switch the f*cking flow niggas gon try to jock it
Ole girl cant get out the affiliation its just gon increase the pain
Rising on depression and i had it i cant judge a thang
And I'm walking from my favorite crib with drank when i was inna rain
But u dont f*cking know about my life sum shit its gonna change
The scapegoat of a situation I'm the one the f*ckin blame
How the f*ck you love me you don't even know my middle name
And I do this for money ion need the muhf*cking fame
Had a dream that i was onna trails and wait for the train
Now i gotta flip my ways and my love for this angel
This girl knockin on my heart for so long and this shit is f*ckin painful
Every time I fall in love they holdin me I'm feel strangled
Tamiya's story book about my problems and its f*cking shameful

I'm like f*ck shit here we go here again playing my f*cking mind for no f*cking reason know your own
Body that needs to be cleanse you had malice inna vent
Ion smoke no f*cking fent