Its a cold world
All these feelings made settle for a low cost
Was broke running into
Problems that was my fault
I revisit every time with my
Clutched palms
Niggas talking bout the trenches when
Its not solved
I seen my niggas going crazy
From the launch pad
Fearing death inside my home
Then many months passed
The sacrifices in the gutter
Then it bypasses
My shorty crying
Cuz I never seemed to love back
I hate the feeling
But I always seemed to call back
My grandma saying I been distant
When im not far
You responsible for keeping up
On your part
You gotta family but you
Gazing at the sunset
We always call you
But you talking like you upset
And when its gone
Its dark for you to run back
Me and brodie trying to
Figure out this like shit
Im playing gigs he was working
On the night shift
When I was working
He was fighting for his last breath
I lost my cousin
Now im crying on the last text
Just understand the pressure
Weighing on me each step
F*ck the love im just looking
For the right peace
You know you patient when yah
Praying down on both knees
This mental damage undercover and
I still cheese
I fear the ending not the
Balance that contest dreams
I cant leave