Sidelines - Who I Am // What You Deserve Lyrics

Find a way to push it back
Deeper deeper in that
Heart you called a deeper hole
Hole you called a deeper home

What would you want from me
If I took everything?
Left you nothing but the sea
To drown yourself in misery

I don't wanna be this
Asphyxiated by my selfish actions
Hold it against me
Hold it against me
I don't wanna be like this
Hold me down and beat the shit out of me
Hold it against me

Tear out my eyes feed them to me
I wanna see who's inside me
He sounds like me but he's far too cold
Too cold to be me
Tear out my eyes feed them to me
I wanna see who's inside me
He sounds like me but he's far too cold
Too cold to be me

Bitter soul why are you here?
Why are you here?
I think you, you love your fears
You love your fears

Bitter soul I taste your tears
I taste your tears
Locked in my head I see so clear
I see so clear

You know it's funny when I'm alone all I hear are the screams
Of the man who was supposed to be a father to me
So I took them and I built them into my own thing
A house, a home, that I, could be
That you could take shelter in if you need
From storms, from tides, that would make you bleed
From thorns, from sides, that would split your wrists
Your veins, your nose, from all of this

Tear out my eyes feed them to me
I wanna see who's inside me
He sounds like me but he's far too cold
Too cold to be me
Tear out my eyes feed them to me
I wanna see who's inside me
He sounds like me but he's far too cold
Too cold to be me

I don't like to think of myself as an angry soul
But you always had the habit of digging to the bone and pulling it out
So here's one more f*cking song
Hopefully the last one
Maybe you'll sing along and choke on it

You deserve to die alone
In a house as cold as you
With your very last bottle dangling from your hands
I hope the last thing you hear is it smash

You deserve to die alone
In a house as cold as you
With your very last bottle dangling from your hands
I hope the last thing you hear is it smash