Sideshow 59 - Odium Lyrics

The words I speak melt through each other with every breath I take
Without a want, or need, to speak - I'm accepting my mistakes
Breathe in the smoke that holds me up, and exhale any shame
I told myself I'd make it right no matter what it takes

Too tired to crawl back into bed, so I'll sit here for a while
So many thoughts spin me all around; leave me feeling like a child
I'm wrapped up in a world that I will never understand
Maybe I'm just trying too hard, and if I breathe, I know I can

If I had to be the one to show the world I'm not afraid
I would take the time I've spent too well and throw it all away
If I could scream these words atop my lungs, it'd never make a change
So I'll sit alone, beside my bed, and strum my thoughts away

The time I spend on worthless needs makes way for nicotine
Too many questions I can't answer without my sanity
And so I play and play until my finger tips go numb
As years and years go by, alone, I question what we've done

If I had to be the one to show the world I'm not afraid
I would take the time I've spent too well and throw it all away
If I could scream these words atop my lungs, it'd never make a change
So I'll sit alone, beside my bed, and strum my thoughts away