Tainted Video (MV)

Say "I'm just a man"
Behind the shaking of my hands
When the melody is gone
Beneath the need to understand
But did it ever occur to you
That I was never the excess weight
Because it never occurred to me
That you're not listening anyway
So with a sinking in my chest
I admit it was once or twice
That it felt like you knew me best
Now all I feel is the god damn shame
I'm not
Call it out by name
Call it, unashamed
Calling me
What I could never be
I should never see that
I am not insane
I am not insane
I am not
The reason for your ruse
Blood-lust, self abuse
Mix that broken scent
With the taste of pure regret
And burn it in a pit
Of the words you never meant
Because it never occurred to me
That I should never have held your hand
When it always occurred to me
That you don't care to understand
And so, I guess that I play the fool
And this is what I deserve
For believing a word you said
When the joke was on me instead
I'm not...
Call it out by name
Call it, unashamed
Calling me
What I could never be
I should never see that
I am not insane
I am not insane
I am not
The reason for your ruse
Blood-lust, self abuse
Tainted
Tainted
Tainted
My, oh my, am I?
You said we'd be just fine
You told me, eye to eye
But you were never mine
I'm not standing anyway
I am not what you say
I'll always be
I hate that this is me
Call it out by name
Call it, unashamed
Calling me
What I could never be
I should never see that
I am not insane
I am not insane
I am not
The reason for your ruse
Blood-lust, self abuse
Tainted
Tainted
Tainted