The curtain calls
My head to the wall
I've been turning laws
Just to face my own flaws
And now that I'm dead
I can finally rest
I've been workin' so long
Just to see you again
I've been talking my talk
I've been walking so long just to hold you closer
But damn
Life goes on
I can't control my heart
I can't stop thinking about you
I need you
Drown in my head
Watch me instead
Pull me out of this hell
I've been trapped in
Drown in my head
Watch me instead
Pull me out of this hell
I've been trapped in
Yuh damn
F*ck me till I can't see straight
Pull away
Flooding gates
I've been drowning for your taste
And I don't know how to be better
But every time I see your sweater
My heart blows apart
F*ck all this shit
F*ck all this shit
F*ck all the fakes ones
I'm holdin' you lip
Gimmie me a rope
I've been falling too far
I'm so cold
Pull me in
Just hold me close
Pourin' out gates
I don't vindicate
I'm just tarring down my mental state
Don't like to wait
Just starin' at your face
Imma run up all my enemies
F*ck with me
I don't really ever like to call out fakes
F*ck you
F*ck that
Imma be all up in that
Hit that
Pull straight back
F*ck right I'm like
Your love intoxicates
I'm like it's so hard to think straight
I just wanna tell you that
Everything's fine
Everything's great
Everything's bright
Been like this for weeks
Yeah your holding by a string
But
Nothing's ok
Dealing with fakes
Raising the stakes
Done with all this shit
It's ok don't break just live
I've been talking my talk
I've been walking so long just to hold you closer
But damn
Life goes on
I can't control my heart
I can't stop thinking about you
I need you
Drown in my head
Watch me instead
Pull me out of this hell
I've been trapped in
Drown in my head
Watch me instead
Pull me out of this hell
I've been trapped in
Pull me in
Throw me out
Grab my chain
Tear it down
F*ckin up my life
Girl I with it now
Fitted down
Trapped inside my head
Feel your arm reach out instead
I'm stuck in
Old past f*ck like
I've been down
Running it better like
In the ground
You been like feeling it too
Suffering with my love for you
It's like
Now
You've been down
Feel it out
Pull yourself
Out of the ground
Talk it out
Tell me now
What is it you want like
I've been stuck inside yuh
Feel it through my mind yuh
I just need your help
Take my hand and pull me out yuh