Sierra Bowman - sad boy winter (live) Lyrics

I'm the queen of self sabotage
And avoiding all my problems
Now I'm crying in public
Wondering where I went wrong
Been wondering who's gonna burn me next
Been wondering who even gives a shit
My pessimism is on the rise
I've been focusing on you
Instead of working on me
Thought I could make you better
But we're living in an endless sad boy winter
I guess were all still just bitter
I've been too caught up in nostalgia
And fixing all your problems
I'm stepping back
Gotta stop living my past
When you breath, is it with ease?
Or are you still terrified, of all your dreams?
You gotta commit to something
I've been focusing on you
Instead of working on me
Thought I could make you better
But we're living in an endless sad boy winter
I guess were all still just bitter
Where'd all my favorite people go
They disappeared in the night
Now I'm all alone
With my thoughts running wild
I can always count on
Fleeting friends & sad lovers
Now I'm crying in the corner
Obsessing over every move I make
I've been focusing on you
Instead of working on me
Thought I could make you better
But we're living in an endless sad boy winter
I guess were all still just bitter
I've been focusing on you
Instead of working on me
Thought I could make you better
But we're living in an endless sad boy winter
I guess were all still just bitter