Sihle. - Curtain Call Lyrics

I don't speak a lot nowadays, let the music do It
Don't advise me about shit if you not going through it
Opening up in the music is just so therapeutic
But I rarely do it
Yeah I rarely do it
My favourite rapper once said that there is a lot to show
But most of y'all are just shallow so you will never
Let alone understand
You just don't understand
My parents pull strings for me like their a f*cking band
Make sure their son is grand like a thousand rand
It's quite sad that their empathy is a couple bands
"How you depressed when you're blessed with a wealthy dad?
How you depressed when there's nothing in store that you don't have?
How you..."
I hate that I have to justify it
Because if I wasn't who I am there'd be no questions 'bout it
Another question that they have is "How's the music sounding?"
I had to take a little break just to gain me some grounding
Because the egoistic voices were speaking the loudest
F*ck I hate it when all those niggas shouting
"Sihle what happened to the emo shit
I was 'bout it
What happened to the..."
Shit nigga, just don't ask me 'bout it
Never thought that this music thing was within me
I dropped a tape and hoped that most of y'all would believe me
Intention wasn't fame or even popping up on tv
Just sharing my emotions that most of y'all always feeling
Reaction was the greatest to shit that I had created
I had a girl that told me she played it when she was faded
It kept her from the razors and always getting sedated
She owes me her life, she thinks that I'm the one who saved it
I don't really like that notion because you're the one in your mental
You need that recognition give yourself all those credentials
My music is for me to fight away my own devil
But it's even better when I'm out here helping people settle
What they going through
Owe it to
Only you who's vulnerable
You sitting in the dark alone
I wish I was there holding you
I am there in spirit
GPS you straight to entry 2
Or I really should've stayed with you
(I really should've stayed with you, I really should've stayed)
Addressing things that don't really need this addressing
I hope that you can picture all the scenes that I be setting
In every song I try to give my mom a special mention
How I made it out that car accident truly is a blessing
I hope you keep your focus on the things that I stressing
I talk a lot 'bout love and then the fact I face depression
Mixing it with pills was just the perfect interception
We might not all agree, it just depends on your perception
From your PC, you CC but don't man up
When you CC, I'm PG, I give no f*cks
All these retweets about me that don't add up
I just hehe from my seat in Bentley truck
From your PC, you CC but don't man up
When you CC, I'm PG, I give no f*cks
All these retweets about me that don't add up
I just hehe from my seat in Bentley truck
The streets is filled with that Chitty chat and the low blows
Word on road Drag On just like Komodo
Momma said pack your bags and move to Soho
She told me pack a little jacket because the city's frozen
I just pushed the turbo
The stars is where I go
I'm trying to hide the tears so I keep my cap so low
And I ride dolo
My heart has gone so cold that I even last track when it hit below zero