Sihle. - Mom's Song Lyrics

I spoke to moms in the morning, she just said "Hold your head up"
I said I wanna take my life cos I'm so f*cking fed up
All of the bullshit that I have to go through
She said "You're not the only one"
I said I don't give a, f*ck
"Why you speaking like that?
I don't even see you praying, why you heathen like that
Why you even let these demons f*cking see you like that
See Phe, you need to let her go because she's not coming back"
See Moms, she's not the only problem that I have
And if I'm being honest Mom I'm probably f*cking glad
She opened up a lot of wounds that I didn't know I have
Now I'm alone on this break like a f*cking ad

My biggest problem is I'm sensitive
And if I'm being honest you and Dad ain't getting it
"What you mean? The doctor thing is just not healing it?
10 racks?
What you need?
Son I'm sending it
I just need you to stay off all those sedatives
The blue pill the doctor gave you in Durbs
Plus I got your blood tests they said you smoking the herb"
Mom it calms all the nerves
"But for your life is it worth , it?"

"But that's not what we speaking about
I just need you to stay focused and just take the other route
All these girls around I know you could live without
You've told me about 10 of them and now my patience is running out
I mean what happened to one that you really loved up in Durban
What happened to the one that you fell in love w in Joburg
What happened to one..."
Okay, f*ck mom I get it!
I change pussy like software
Every time it gets outdated
Let's be real
There's only like 1 who I dated
I was back w my ex for a couple weeks until she skated
Now I'm all alone
In these f*cking problems that I created
I just need you to listen not tell me how I should've played it

I'm sorry for shouting
I didn't mean it I swear
Lately it's just been feeling like there is no one out there
For me

Cos Jorja's got her mans
Aren't you there ?
Yeah I'm f*cking her
But lately moms, I've just been ducking her

"And Christine?"
Pssh , she's back w her ex
"What you mean?"
Mom I mean that she's f*cking her ex
What did you expect
She still had all their photos posted up on the f*cking net

"What about Angela?"
I mean guess that we cool
But it's sad that I cheated on her back in high school

Wait Mom are you still there ?

F*ck I just lost the line
Why does heartbreak happen to me all of the time
Why these girls always using me for practice and shit
These bitches see the ice berg and then they jumping the ship
I hate calling women bitches but you know what I mean
Left with a bloody heart, suwoop in my stream
But when shit is stitched together it's just not what it seams