Silence in the Temple - Seeing Stars Lyrics

How do you change a mind?
I'm so tired of losing time
When did it go so south?
My foot is in my mouth
Every single time
I'm guilty of some crime
So many little lies
I tell myself so well

Found my voice
But not my mind
I've had these dreams
For all my life
Seeing stars
They're in my eyes
Falling Faster
Down the slide

How do I save my mind?
It's so long past time
Let all that anger out
And kill that doubt
How do you see yourself?
You've played the part so well
To be a shining light
Takes some time to get it right

Found some time
To calm my mind
I feel it still
The fear and guilt
I'm a soldier
But the ammo's dry
Well, I've got my hands and
I've got my knife

Help me, Athena
I need your light
Your grey-eyed gaze
Is on my mind

So, so long I've been wading through the night
So, so long I've been waiting for the light