Silentkilla - Grey Matter Lyrics

Blow out my brains, that's a gray platter
Look at the window, it done shatter
Stains on the wall that's blood splatter
Saying that I matter but I don't matter
Wear it on my heart like a sweater
F*cking hate myself but I don't any better
Always feeling under weather
My body gonna tether together
A noose made of strong leather
My Body light as a feather
Shoot myself with a suppressor
Bitch I'm always the depressor
Blood going high pressure
From bullshit I cannot measure
Put me as a number one aggressor
Here I am let me give you all a refresher
I am not here for your pleasure
I am here to live for the lesser
Cuz my life is no damn treasure