Sillvz - Fuvkin' Up Lyrics

Yeah I'm f*cking up
I apologize, sorry for the cracks and the breaks
Cause I'm f*cking up
I be mumbling and stuttering
No time to explain
Cause I'm f*cking up
I'm never really sober
Not the time nor the place
Cause I'm f*cked up
Yeah I'm f*cked up
Too, many times I done felt me some pain
But when you learning by yourself
You gon' make some mistakes
Not, feeling great but I feel subpar
Feeling like one of the regulars at late night bars
A lonely denizen, a friend to them
I help them all
Giving everyone a Benjamin
I still can't call
Look to mirror reminisce about the times that's hard
Memories they seem all too far
Yeah I'm f*cking up
I apologize, sorry for the cracks and the breaks
Cause I'm f*cking up
I be mumbling and stuttering
No time to explain
Cause I'm f*cking up
I'm never really sober
Not the time nor the place
Cause I'm f*cked up
Yeah I'm f*cked up
Yeah I never knew bout it
Shouting out my pain I'm just loud it's
F*cking with my brain
Time to contemplate
Time to sit consider all these motherf*ckin' things
Only thing you worry bout is golden rings and chains
While my families worried bout me slicing up my veins
And I'll accept the blame
From pushing them from sane
Cause sorry second time is not the same
Yeah I'm f*cking up
I apologize, sorry for the cracks and the breaks
Cause I'm f*cking up
I be mumbling and stuttering
No time to explain
Cause I'm f*cking up
I'm never really sober
Not the time nor the place
Cause I'm f*cked up
Yeah I'm f*cked up