Sillvz - Plane Trips Lyrics

I'ma keep it, honest
I don't feel the love they show
I fell for it again, I'ma dummy, oh no
How I'm supposed to hold it down, if I'm always on road?
Got me reachin', mind be geekin'
When my eyes return close
It's in my head
Convinced that they don't f*ck wit' dude
All events that I attend and I'm not feeling comfortable
Always out of place, feeling like I don't belong
They tell me that I'm sick
But won't ever repost a song, weird
Can you bring the tester out? (Bring it please)
Most of these "stars" don't shine right
Me, I stay in dark, not excited by no lime light
These shades of grey get blast away
This little light gon' shine bright
Swear this time away will mind run astray
Are you down to ride, or just here for display?
Gone for months at a time, I be busy, really forget to call
Think about you often but your story paints a ball
You seem happy
I won't bother you at all
Hide whatever pain and tell 'em drop me at the mall
I get cuts and scrapes and use them hundreds as some gauze
Go and rock a smile like I don't feel nothing at all (See)
When I'm hurting, turn these beats to my morphine
No I'm not no addict, but for music I'm a dope fiend
She said I need more green, sure, I mean zeen
But shit don't feel no better if my soul isn't clean
Been working for a minute
But you don't want it finished
'Cause in end we might be finished
As soon as I touch road, this relationship diminished
It's gon' end so bitter, there's no friends as far as this shit goes
But that's A OK, I don't feel no pain no way
I move like I'm bulletproof and don't care if they spray my way
No play on my ones don't need a soul to hold me
Bitch, whatchu thought, I prepared for this lonely