Silvr - nights like this Lyrics

I was running so fast but I couldn't keep up
Imma see you again in the next life, yeah
I remember all the times when I couldn't reach up
But now I'm bigger now, and yeah I've been around
Everything I used to know looking different now
And all the places we used to go, they tore em' down
What a sad life, what a sad truth, what a sad fight
Everything used to be better yeah, that's damn right
I used to fantasize, I had a penthouse by the sea
I was looking over the water, it made me breathe
I was looking over your shoulder, it made me see
Now I got a chip on my armor, you made me bleed
20k stuffed in the trunk, that's for the week
Not a care yeah, I'm with the palm trees, let it breathe
I took her to the sea and let her feel the breeze

And these nights like this, I wish they'd last forever
And we cry and we laugh til we get back together
And those restless nights, we wish for something better
Cuz you can't go back to what you can't remember

I can feel it burning, yeah
And I don't like to close the curtains
I told her, let the light in, baby, let the
Yeah just let the light in baby let the
Tell me why I feel emotion
Tell me why I'm feeling hopeless
I remember feeling down
Damn it all really came around, yeah
How do I leave? Just me and you
Calling on my phone
Just to say I hate you too
Girl you got me chopped and screwed
You know I really hate bad news

And these nights like this, I wish they'd last forever
And we cry and we laugh til we get back together
And those restless nights, we wish for something better
Cuz you can't go back to what you can't remember

I keep spinning out control
Pop a pill and she get lonely
Why'd I even let her know me
Why'd I even let her know me
I feel like I'm dying slowly
Halfway comatose she wrote me