Lost touch with sanity
I've lost my faith
But it didn't stop me from walking away
I once ask myself
Why we exist
And why are we always here
Denying of the calm before the storm
The puddle grew beneath me
Burying me the ground
6 feet to the ground
I watched you run, run away from me
There was no more you
Or the place we shared memories
An entity of the past
That hunts me, release me
And what hurts the most is
I drown with every broken solace
Descend freely by the force of gravity
Approaching the form of rain
To rescue and restore myself
From deviant and neurotic fantasies
A state of suspended animation
Releasing all the pain
Because now I'm not in vain
For an idle mind is a devil's playground
I know I'll be fine
Without your arms resting in mine
I made up my mind this time
The truth prevails and I'm no longer in desolation
Of what's left within, what would have been, what could have been us all along
There's nothing left to mourn, embrace me once more and feel us burn
Suffering the pain, the curse upon us is overwhelming
Empowering me to move forward, to cross the light and leave you behind
Break
Walk away from time and space
But you'll always be a part of my universe
A part of something close to perfection
Ended by a small distraction
I'm sick and tired of the ups and downs
The push and pull all the way down
I'm longing to find my solid ground
Cause I'm so tired of hearing your voice in my head
I'm drowning in the same ocean for years
I will burn the bridges