Simxn - Suicide Thoughts Lyrics

Please don't tell my mom, that I take drugs
Hold her in my arms, but I fake hug
Flex around the block, pull up in a Benz Truck
I got suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck
Please don't tell my mom that I take drugs
My arms bleed after the knife cut
I survived suicide, but I still got
Suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck

Can't sleep, I'm awake in the nighttime
Too weak, to stand up when it's daytime
Truly, I kill my thoughts with the white wine
Fool me, tell myself that I am fine
But I'm all alone
I don't pick up the phone
I wish you by my side
I wish you were my wife
I feel like everybody hate me
Look in the mirror and I hate me
Hate my ugly face, hate my bodyshape
Hate that I dream and will never succeed
To be honest, I don't think that I could ever make it
I'm addicted, it gives me the only sense of life
I make it all alone, I'm anxoius that you fake care
Leave me alone, I can do this on my own

Please don't tell my mom, that I take drugs
Hold her in my arms, but I fake hug
Flex around the block, pull up in a Benz Truck
I got suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck
Please don't tell my mom that I take drugs
My arms bleed after the knife cut
I survived suicide, but I still got
Suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck

Spread the fire, shoot on me
Spread the fire, in a limousine
Spread the fire, is the dream
Spread the fire, till you burry me
And when I die burry me with all my ice on
But till I die, I wanna put some ice on
Kiss her on her lips, I don't wanna quit
Living super rich, no money and no whip
Babygirl, you see me crash into the wall
Bother me with all the shit, when we talk
I'm afraid outside I could get caught
Don't run away, but she wanna walk
Away from me
Away from me
Away from me
Away from me

Please don't tell my mom, that I take drugs
Hold her in my arms, but I fake hug
Flex around the block, pull up in a Benz Truck
I got suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck
Please don't tell my mom that I take drugs
My arms bleed after the knife cut
I survived suicide, but I still got
Suicide thoughts in my mind, f*ck