So sick to see
What has taken me
I have changed my identity
Sufficiently
Medicating me
No therapy
It's effects are crippling...
BROKEN
KNEES
This hate I breathe
Toxic fantasies
Controlling everything
Consistently
Won't let go of me
This wasn't what
You were supposed to see...
BROKEN
DREAMS
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I know
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I know
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I know
I'm such a spiteful f*ck
I know...
I just hate this side of you
I just hate the sight of you
This obsession with all of this pain
Incisions becoming all the same
Why must I ache for another taste?
This wasn't who I wanted to be
This obsession with all of this rage
Underlying feelings hide in place
Why do I always give them away?
I wasn't who I claimed to be
Who I claimed to be...
I wasn't who I claimed to...
I wasn't who I claimed to...
I wasn't who I claimed to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
I'm not who I claim to be
Who I claim to be
Who I claim to be
Who I claim to be