But I try to lie
Tell myself that you never left
Hindsight in my mind
Tearing through all my innocence
Everyone else can't tell that it still hurts like hell
I try to mask my pain and hide
Spend too much time wishing
That I wasn't missing when you were still in my life
And I can't breathe
Now that I know that you're not near me
God do you see me drowning
I'm in too deep
Tell me if you are even listening
Cause right now I'm not healing
And I can't breathe
Now that I know that you're not near me
God do you see me drowning
I'm in too deep
Tell me if you are even listening
Cause right now I'm not healing
Words left unsaid
Through it all I let it become my fault
Couldn't let myself move on
See you again
I don't even know when
I don't have a plan
But I know I'll love you then
Everyone else can't tell that it still hurts like hell
I try to mask my pain and hide
Spend too much time wishing
That I wasn't missing when you were still in my life
And I can't breathe
Now that I know that you're not near me
God do you see me drowning
I'm in too deep
Tell me if you are even listening
Cause right now I'm not healing
And I can't breathe
Now that I know that you're not near me
God do you see me drowning
I'm in too deep
Tell me if you are even listening
Cause right now I'm not healing
And I can't breathe
Now that I know that you're not near me
God do you see me drowning
I'm in too deep
Tell me if you are even listening
Cause right now I'm not healing