Singing Stuntman - I Never Know Lyrics

I never know where to put my hands when I'm just standing
Where to look when people just keep staring
What to do or what to say
Or if I should just sing along when they wish me happy birthday

I never know what to say when people ask how are you
How and where to look when I'm on camera
And don't even get me started on
How stupid my voice sounds or how weird I look in photos

I never know why my small talk always goes so badly
And if there's texting why you want to call me
And I will never understand
Why do people say goodbye then walk the same way anyway

So why does the world seem so not for me?
Will I ever know?

Do you ever feel the same way or am I the only one?
Do my problems speak to you, do they seem familiar?
I would like to know if there are people out there who are like me
Who feel everything's so strange, who feel lonely
But if you don't share these thoughts, I don't care, good for you, I guess
But I don't think you'll ever be able to understand what a mess I am

And I try to appear fine
In this world that once was mine but now is against me
The time seems to move so slow
Yet the days just slip through my hands so quickly
So why, why do I always have to worry?
About this life I never wanted but now I'm stuck with
I try, I try to find the meaning
But I can't shake off the feeling

I try, I try to find the meaning
But I can't shake off the feeling I'll never know