The Single Children - Distortions Lyrics

All the innocence inside of me died in the moment
You pulled me aside and asked me to shoulder
All your responsibilities
I was scared
My inability to succeed is my greatest asset
I'm still the addict I thought I left back in the cold sweats
Congratulating myself for things I haven't done yet
Done bet
Only the substances change
But my mind is still clouded and I still feel the rage
And live in a cage I constructed myself
Unable to admit that I need some help
It follows me
All of the moments come back to the slap that shocked me awake
With the wall on my back
I slid down

I sat there emotionless
Holding the ocean back
With my eyes
On the ground
Can't face the gaze of another
I know my soul has been severed
From my shell
I'm losing hold of myself
I'm seeing further down into hell

Eyes
Stare at the sun and keep the flattop moving
Can't trust no one
I don't know what you're saying
You keep changing the script
I don't f*ck with you all so you can keep the whip
I'm alone in my steps and my soul's been dialing 911
The pain's back
I'm hollow
I'm gone

So now there's gonna be an exchange of the money
Before I get them bird's eye drawings
And your walls come crumbling
Til we knock them doors down and invade
We got them big guns
And we aim for the brain
Had enough of their games
Their lies and the torment
I tell myself that there's a god
So I won't commit murder
I'd burn it all down
Before I take a step back
I'm overburdened with grief
I wonder if I could feel regret