Single Jo - In Control Lyrics

Too often I've seen you in a frenzy
Now I'm the one spiraling, oh the irony
Through most of my life, I've been able to manage
Now I'm the one calculating damage
That hasn't even happened yet

Feels like I've been thrown into the fire
Cuz I'm not in control
Into the wild, the only safe haven I know
I go to stoke a desire deep down in my soul
Just throw out the map, cuz I'm not in control

I tried so hard to play my God
And a lot of it's worked
But I'm not happy
You tried so long to be so strong
But then you went berserk
And now you're happier, and sappier from therapy
You got down on your knees
You had no choice

You stopped, and dropped, and rolled into the fire
Cuz I'm not in control
Into the wild, the only safe haven I know
I go to stoke a desire deep down in my soul
Just throw out the map, cuz I'm not in control

Give up, give up
Give up, give up
Give up, give up
Cuz I'm not in control

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Oh, feels like I've been thrown into the fire
Cuz I'm not in control
Into the wild, the only safe haven I know
I go to stoke a desire deep down in my soul
Just throw out the map, cuz I'm not in control