Sinnister - Try To Tell Lyrics

My whole f*ckin' world is going around in a circle
It just feels like everything won't stop getting older
It's like every time I do something, it just gets worse
So that every time I do something, I just get hurt
There's like a knife that just keeps stabbing me inside the sternum
There's a pain in my chest, but no satisfaction
It's like the people that were once close just keep pushing away
Until they come back and think that everything is okay
When it's not, I don't know who's able to play the part
Of connecting the pieces back together from my heart
But what I do know is that everything will be okay
It's just a matter of time before I blow up and become great
Until this moment in time, I just have to sit here and spit everything that comes to my mind
Just spitting it on repeat, that's what I do
Just to show you that I'm worthy enough to spit for you
You don't know how I'm feeling and that's okay
There's a lot of shit going on inside my brain
That you don't understand, but you never will
It's like every time I talk, you just try to tell
Some dumbass person that you don't even know
It's like, what the f*ck are you trying to even do with me anymore
I don't know who's real and I never will
Until I step outside living on the hills
There's a couple people that I keep thinking are my friends
But it's like every time I try to do something with them
It just gets succeeded by some stupid person
That doesn't even know about it and that is concerning
It's like having someone that pisses you off
And they do it so much they think they're a f*cking laughingstock
It's like someone having a bunch of doubt
And next thing you know, they don't even know what it's about
My mind is all over the categories of things
Trying to see which one will be my next f*cking mistake
Will it be him? Will it be her? I don't ever f*cking know
It's just going around in a circle like a f*cking shit show
Like the Mery go-round that doesn't have the thrust anymore
You think I'm f*cking playing with you when I call you a whore
Maybe stop playing around so much and think about
That this drought is because you couldn't even figure yourself out
You don't know how I'm feeling and that's okay
There's a lot of shit going on inside my brain
That you don't understand but you never will
It's like every time I talk you just try to tell
Some dumbass person that you don't even know
It's like what the f*ck are you trying to even do with me anymore
I don't know who's real and I never will
Until I step outside living on the hills
Two things are, first things first
I don't wanna have to spit this verse
It's like every time I try to do something it just gets worse
There's a lot of things going on but I don't wanna sound like a blonde
Who doesn't even reply to me so why the f*ck should I even respond
Who whines all the time at me like what the f*ck are you trying to do that for
Stop standing here trying to nag on me like you've never had a friend before
Or the fact that I try to be nice but it don't even work like that
I guess this shit just hits different when you have to deal with a fag
My brain is so f*cked up right now I can't even comprehend
99% of this shit that's coming out of my f*cking head
It's like a f*cking vortex of biomes that I get to replace
Until I come back and see the look on everyone's goddamn face
Making me think like I'm not worth anything but I know that it's not true
That's why I never walk up and greet them with a how are you
I just stand my ground and walk away with my tail between my legs
Thinking about all the good conversations I could've gave
You don't know how I'm feeling and that's okay
There's a lot of shit going on inside my brain
That you don't understand but you never will
It's like every time I talk you just try to tell
Some dumbass person that you don't even know
It's like what the f*ck are you trying to even do with me anymore
I don't know who's real and I never will
Until I step outside living on the hills
You don't know how I'm feeling and that's okay
There's a lot of shit going on inside my brain
That you don't understand but you never will
It's like every time I talk you just try to tell