Riding waves Video (MV)

I been stranding in these waters tryna ride a wave before I rot away
If I die today know I loved you so f*ck all the hate man the world so cold
I been surfing in that ocean tryna ride a wave for I rot away
If my prides at stake then I'll always know
That your my grace in a world so cold

Feel like the lord been blessing me with melodies
But still feel less than heavenly
Its almost like Ive been drowning from start
Patiently I'm waiting from my remedy
Its almost like you can't fix a broken heart
I been spending all my quarters on a couple dimes
I been getting to the bag it stops me from the crying
Wanna tell the world my mind but that's ok for today Ive been praising God I've learned from my mistakes as of late

I been stranding in these waters tryna ride a wave for I rot away
If I die today know I loved you so f*ck all the hate man the world so cold
I been surfing in that ocean tryna ride a wave for I rot away
If my prides at stake then I'll always know
That your my grace in a world so cold

Maybe music is the remedy
Birds chirping
Living by the woodworks
Wonder who gone bloom first
Living through my memories
I've been searching for life in the waters
I've been taking my time in these waters
Couldn't tell you I'm lying But I try to be ok
Knowing that it hurts when I see the hours fade
Try to find my place
Try to find a way for my sake

I been stranding in these waters tryna ride a wave for I rot away
If I die today know I loved you so f*ck all the hate man the world so cold
I been surfing in that ocean tryna ride a wave for I rot away
If my prides at stake then I'll always know
That your my grace in a world so cold