SixPortalz - Just Inside My Bag Lyrics

I rather stay by myself
Cause people are actually pretty selfish
And they hate me
And not for what l plan to be
I wish l could flip a dime
Just to go back into time
Just to stop my father for meeting my mother
So my sister never had a brother
Life would be better that way
And l mental believe that
My life wouldn't be where it's at
And everybody would seem happy
I'm just sad excuse of a burden
Who spends everyday physically hurtin
Because my life isn't working out
I can't afford to sit down and talk about
How l feel that's why l rather sit in my room
And make a couple tunes
So l don't end up on the news
For hanging out with my friend the knotted knuse
So people won't assume l took up to much room in their life
I'm just being nice
I swear I'm not depressed
I swear l don't cause people stress
Life is a destiny
And I'm not a necessity
That's why everyone that I'm around
Gets the best of me
And everybody l know regrets knowing me
And it's not their fault at all
I've changed a lot since l stopped taking my Adderall
I'd admit I'm off the walls
And I haven't been calm at all
Im bound to fall
Since
I was raise to fail
Their won't be any sort of bail
Once l meet the Grail
Once people's love for you becomes stale
You'd become the one who feels derailed
Thats what it's like
To know that you failed
Inside of your life
I'm sorry
I never learned how to take advice
From ones who were nice to me

Just inside the bag
I'm not seeking any help
I just found a new way to cope with life's downwards slopes
Thanks to my phone's notes
I don't have to tie the rope around my throat
Or enter Alice's wonder hole
I'm getting way to old to be that cold