SixPortalz - Sinking As I'm Deeply Thinking Lyrics

I find it funny
That Since your gone
I feel like l need to forget your wrongs
I wrote many songs
Controlled
With pain
You left me with many memories
Now I'm the one to blame that l became an enemy
When You used to be my only friend
After that you became a girlfriend
Now your just an ex l can't just forget
I have a tendency to make people upset I really just don't get it
I've been sinking as I'm deeply thinking
I've been writing more so my feelings can explore
I'm sorry that l thought this grass over here was greener than yours
I'm sorry Ash
I will admit
That l really am a dumbass
I deserve all the hate in my path
I don't deserve to be Logan's dad.
I have no reason to be mad
Life is what you make it
And l made mine become a drag
Now l am forced to be sad
Cause l lost the life l used to have
I've been away from it for so long
I cant even remember that December
When you removed my pain caused by evils splinter
You were like my hearts sitter
Since we split apart now I'm am left in the dark
Living in the middle of a trailer park with my heart ripped apart with this permanent face mark
I'd sell my soul once again just gain one restart
So l could have your heart and soul cause you are pure gold
I must admit
I would give up growing old
Just for you to be the one l could only hold
This is the hardest truth I've ever told