siylk - Bells of Time Lyrics

Time is of the essence
But I trade it off for a short bright second

Time running on fumes
Can feel the end nearer
Lost the reason of my youth
The days were easier
Thought wiser the old me grew
But permanent fear anger fever
Misunderstood
The world getting weirder
Lose yourself in the loop
Didn't act when needed
Full of regrets
Can't regroup
Ain't no Doc no DeLorean
Brain used to self-excuse
Take refuge
Never risk anything
Stop midway
You fool there's no prospect
So pop your pills go back snoozing
Procrastinate
Sloth our undoing
Watch what you've been doing
F*ck you man
More important matters to tackle
Don't go around assuming
Walk in my shoes then you'll get what path I'm choosing

Take a deep breath

Grandpa left
Back then I barely knew him
5000 miles apart
Family reunion
5000 characters apart
Our feelings muted
One last time sat at his bed
He was looking into my eyes and palm lines in my hands
I wasn't moving
Paralyzed in confusion
Didn't wanna cry
Lost in translation
My brothers too
We strangers in our home
He kicked us out his home (Why)
With time you'll grow and know
I just nodded and moved on
On the next flight back home
Heart heavy
Couldn't think too long
Back in my habits
By the time too late
I just realized something crazy
He was always Yeye to me
Couldn't remember his name
Is my memory fooling me
What kind of grandkid I've been
Have time and distance killed my ties
Or my lack of effort
I take a deep breath open the window and look out into the

I wanna shine in all weathers
No choice I gotta keep up
Believe me when I say I

I'm sorry last time I didn't mean it
But now is not our time I'm kinda busy
You should take that time to reflect on things
Next time I promise you I'll do the right thing

I wanna shine in that poor weather
No choice I gotta keep up
Believe me when I say I

That f*cking chronic stress
Wishful thinking chronic helps
Ashes piling in my lungs put my mind to rest
Will I ever run out of things to run after
Should I cut my strings
Father Time
Ain't your f*cking puppet

I should be shining in all weathers
No choice I gotta keep up
Believe me when I say I

The forests burning
Books are burning
All day I'm cursing
Minutes burning
Morals burning
I'm losing courage
The cross is burning
Throat is burning
My view is blurry
Yea burn that shit
Motherf*cker burn that shit
Earth my bitch
F*ck her once more
Erase her from my flick
Girl I'm sorry don't have time gotta take care of my shit
I'm not lying when we lying together I love your kiss
Babe don't cry I'll come round
Time will tell but I can't promise

F*ck a shine I'll master all the weathers
No choice I couldn't keep up
Believe me when I say I'm down for you
Mother Earth roll around
F*ck wild and loud
Whole night soprano sound
Burn one and pour one
That's on me hoe you're mine
I'll teach you 'bout life
Promise me you're never going back
It's neither or both of us
It's neither or both of us