Oh i'm blinded by these fights
I still undo in my time
Oh and it's my fault to hold and hope
For my spirit to woke
And my blood will fast slow dry
And my fears and dreams to side
I still seek this out, my spirit
In my sleep I lie to be defeated
I surrender to blame you
That to me your always true
And my fear is that my heart
Will be defeated by the ruins
And my hopes and all my prayers
So to speak in my despair
You have come to me as my almighty
And I wish to be as fair