Skemata - Eventually Lyrics

I tried about a thousand times
To write a song that doesn't have a line
About this girl that I know
But I fail every time
The pen comes down to write another line
She'll hear every word

I know eventually
Impossibly
To not be
You'll leave me
All alone
Lost in the dark
Trying to make my way back home
And I'll find it all on my own

So maybe I was wrong before
I thought that she'd show me the door
But she never said anything about
Leaving me
Maybe I'm just paranoid
That's better than humping boys
Unless you're like
Barnyard f*cking pigs

I know eventually
Impossibly
To not be
You'll leave me
All alone
Lost in the dark
Trying to make my way back home
And I'll find it all on my own

I've been lost now for quite some time
It's hard to find the way home when you
Cannot find the line
But now I'm alright
At least that's what I tell myself
To get to sleep at night

I know eventually
Impossibly
To not be
You'll leave me
All alone
Lost in the dark
Trying to make my way back home
And I'll find it all on my own