You have no idea how happy it makes me
To find out where you are that you won't make it
You have no idea how much I hate it
The way I loved you
The way you made it
All those times I swear you would fake it
You'd make your shit up cause
You thought I would take it
You're doing your shit
You think you're running the show
I wish that I had the balls to tell you
You better go
I never thought I'd see that day
You told me you wanted out
And you went on your way
It seems as if you never wanted it at all
Your expectations of a perfect life
Were destined to fall
You'll never see me dwell on it again
You said that you were a friend
You weren't there in the end and
I seemed to notice a smile
You said you were upset
But all the while
I never thought I'd see that day
You told me you wanted out
And you went on your way
It seems as if you never wanted it at all
Your expectations of a perfect life
Were destined to fall