Jump Off Video (MV)

Take me back to when I was free
Living in the sunshine happily
Not a care in the world no doubt you see
Cos I didn't give a f*ck what they thought of me
But the stress crept in and it got even worse
I started to sin and my heart would hurt
I'd pray to the lord to lift the curse
But I'd never get an answer I know that he heard
Me crying my tears cos I felt inadequate
Tearing down bunk beds going round smashing shit
Pretending I was fine and being a bitch
Cos I'd bottle it up and just hide this shit
Trapped in your mind and the thoughts are fake
Breaking you down and making you shake
In fear of the things that we learn to hate
Changing the ways that you can relate
To the people you love and the ones that you trust
The people that fight you and hate your guts
The people that need you the ones you lust
To the people that left you muddy and lost
Feeling that love but its unrequited
Trapped and entangled in clamps and vices
Tell me how you feel you think I'm psychic
Cos you say that you hate me then get me excited
But I cut that off and I learnt my lesson
Not wasting my time if you leave me guessing
Our time is diamonds and need investing
In the ones we love and every blessing
Never never
Believe that your worse than anyone else
Cos were all f*cked up and in need of help
Stuck in the mud with the cards we're dealt
That's life that's life
So light your lighters if you do agree
Hold my hand if you f*ck with me
I'll show you the things that I can see
In the dead of night when the moon is out
So soon you will see what its all about
The reason I'm pissed and I scream and shout
Cos life's not fair and there is no doubt
About that fact so preach your message
And teach the lessons to stop the stressing
Awaken the people that are regretting
The choices they've made it's so upsetting
We ease the hurt by sniffing and smoking
People will judge you and be there provoking
Drowning in pain all my clothes are soaking
As I'm lying on the pavement dreaming and hoping
For someone to lift me off of my feet
And give me a reason to just be
A better man than I am actually
Cos I'm done with these demons they're after me
Sick of never being in f*cking control
Sick of being so damn trapped and alone
Sick of sleeping all day being at home
Sick of always saying f*ck I don't know
Slow it down show me now what you need
In the town kissing now you and me
My brains there spinning I can barley see
And I'm stuck in this cycle every week
Groundhog day every Saturday night
Cos I guess that I'm lonely I need you right
I'm walking alone home in sunlight
Cos I passed out drunk in the club oh my
Ibuprofen my head is pounding
I'm so slow when the clock is sounding
Trapped in bed I'm stuck impounded
Left with the guilt that's all around me
Sometimes I feel like I am so lost
As I stare at the man that's on that cross
And I pray for the world to f*cking stop
Wanna close my eyes and just jump off
Sometimes I feel like I am so lost
As I stare at the man that's on that cross
And I pray for the world to f*cking stop
Let me close my eyes and just jump off