Embrace the Dark Video (MV)

I can't draw conclusion
From this delusion
I didn't know then
But my mind I was losin
I can't keep ahold of
What's real it is bruisin
I wish there was somethin
To give me a reason
Erything that comes out of
My mouth is a treason
I have tried to stop
But my wrists keep on bleeding
I smile at the thought of my leaving
Behind all the shit in my life
But continue to try
F*ck knows I can't rhyme
I'm just counting the time
Till the day that I die
Who knows it just might
Be the final goodbye
Homicidal rage
Keeps me in a cage
I live in a maze
The world is my stage
You all watch me race
So come to my place
Homicidal rage
Keeps me in a cage
I live in a maze
The world is my stage
You all watch me race
So come to my place
The world has gone quiet
But thoughts in my head
I'm ready for you
And soon you'll be dead
There's a clamour outside
So I slip off my bed
Glance out of the window
The sky's burning red
I walk out my house
Holding a weapon
Ery human I see
You trust I be steppin
My boots look all tough
But know I'm just reppin
Myself because everyone else
Is all worried bout wealth
Instead of their health
So they stop in their tracks
Eyes blind like a bat
But can't seem to see
The green gleam
Hear this rap
Everybody's terrified
Want to inhale cyanide
Too afraid to die
Forget to free their mind
They are frozen in fear
The end is so near
All they do is drink beer
Their purpose unclear
Can't deal with the damage
Good life can't imagine
While having bad fashion
Listen to the has beens
Pretending they're trappin
Our traits keep on clashin
I know I'm decisive
Creating the plights in
Destructive envioment
Report me to the parliament
To stop me from my harnessin
The power of these bars I writ
The rest of you is counterfeit
I'll leave this place with no regrets
Don't keep me from continuing
The dreams that are laid out for me
Creating is my destiny
I'll kill myself soon hopefully
Everybody should take notes
I'd prefer to die alone
In the comfort of my home
Or walk into the sea
And let it swallow me
Cuz then I could be free
Of chains around my feet
My brain will never be
I'll have my final peace
When is my first release
Too scared of industry
The gleam is not for me
I made it past sixteen
It wasn't meant to be