skutz - my old broken spine Lyrics

In my days of youth, you know that I was the anti hero
The day was vile and the night was my only smile
Welcome to my head, get inside my head, live inside my head
Welcome to my head, get inside my head, live inside my head
Swirling my heart in yearning for something missing when loss is calling
Trying to fight this feeling but keep on feeling and end up crying
If you wanna run
Come and take a gun
You better find that way
Don't you wanna live
Then take a clover leaf
You better come my way
If you wanna fight
Go into the night
You better don't betray
Cover up the crime
Justify the time
You better find the highway
Better soon now than someday
Better find that love somewhere
In my years of grace, you know that I got in the rat race
Going nowhere fast and I can never seem to last
Welcome to my head, get inside my head, live inside my head
Welcome to my head, get inside my head
My old broken spine just keeps on cracking
While they are all laughing at me
And nobody is helping
If you wanna run
Come and take a gun
You better find that way
Don't you wanna live
Then take a clover leaf
You better come my way
If you wanna fight
Go into the night
You better don't betray
Cover up the crime
Justify the time
You better find the highway
Circling, my heart is yearning for something missing when loss is calling
I'm trying everything to lose anxiety
Trying to fight this feeling, but keep on feeling and end up crying
I'm trying everything to lose insanity